go on if u choose to leava.. i dun wanna be the one holding u back.. last two days was terrible.. i wasnt feeling as cheerful as last time.. is smt missing?
kekasih gelapku; dun ever think i've forgotten u.. cnt seem to forget u.. but i noe that u'll stay happy with HER. if u read tis, juz dun forget me.. heee, miss those times.. rmbr the first day;u drew henna on my hand.. ahh! u're so swit.. n hot!;D(ssshhhhhh!) idzuwan, its too late..
the only one i depend to make me happy , is gone. i didnt know tat it wont last. ppl come n go, now i believe it.
juz sick n tired of ppl treating me like tis. u expect me to understand u but the problem is u cnt even understand me! wat the hell. giving me all those crap. LIES. LIES. LIES. sick n tired of LIES.
okay okay , i'll chill... da da.. i gtg! im living my life kk..
n hope kin n tiq will be ok soon.. btw stay happy kinno! i wanna win my bet:D
ps:hurt without ur presence
2:36 AM
Friday, July 17, 2009
* Abstract thoughts * Loves reality and abstract * Intelligent and clever * Changing personality * Temperamental * Quiet, shy and humble * Honest and loyal * Determined to reach goals * Loves freedom * Rebellious when restricted * Loves aggressiveness * Too sensitive and easily hurt * Showing anger easily * Dislike unnecessary things * Loves making friends but rarely shows it * Daring and stubborn * Ambitious * Realizng dreams and hopes * Sharp * Loves entertainment and leisure * Romantic on the inside not outside * Superstitious and ludicrous * Spendthrift * Learns to show emotions
well, tats me :D
4:37 AM
i've been feeling soooo tired the whole day.. my whole body aches.. i need a break frm all this.. not studies, but u..
i've waited long enough idiolt.. im so over it.
everyday, i juz miss u more; kekasih gelapku (: i cnt forget u, juz dunnoe y.. i need time.
ahhhh! i gtg la.. i'll be back soon!
ps: i need docter fin to cheer me up! :D
4:23 AM
Sunday, July 12, 2009
:D
blueks!
kinny n aishah!
pompan sundal; tats wat i was called yesterdae. i didnt need tat but it was frm someone who 'love' me.
i need tyme to chill.. thnks for tat uh , mr.perfect..
been out wif kinno on saturday! to studyyyyy! n i spent some tyme wif her :D miss her la!
heee,,, n at nite it was my cuzzie-in-law burfdae:D happy 25th burfdae, tashy!
took some photos! eat! took more photos! eat some more! played games wif everyone!
i had fun!
oh ya, i went out wif fin on friday.. i teman-ed hym go town coz he was alone.. i had some crazy fun tyme wif mr.prataman! hahsss.! he made me laugh til my stomach pain la! heehee,,! n thnks for the ayam at pizza hut la fin! heehee,, we really shared alot of stuff on tat dae! :D thnks mr.arifin alot, for being there for me!
stop criticizing me. u noe im not strong enough to face this.
im not listening to u, call me wat u wan, but its not worth it.
badrun,a swit, n oso {HOT}, opsssss! baik , supermodel:D taught me tat life is wonderful;juz cherish it:) n ignorance is bliss.. to trust n believe in myself.. not to give up.. be more patient..
n he made me smile.. swit la..
bt well im still holding on.. .
6:58 AM
Thursday, July 9, 2009
:D
i had my mt oral yeasterday! dunnoe if i cn make it or not. my malay sux. my eng sux. haiya!
still recovering,, hahs.. but well, its beta i kip it a secret. each day, the pain juz get worst.. so hard to heal;but i never let it show.
i've been bz with sch stuff.. ish! n im so damn tired of everything. gimme a break ppl!
psssst! since u confessed, im juz afraid of falling again.. hais.. i juz cnt explain what im feeling rite now.. like a needle pierced through the heart?
not ready for anything yet!
must study hard n smart!
get better grades!
n smile always :D
boy,u're so swit;)
7:44 AM
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
baby, i hate hw much i love u. but now,i dun need u .
evonne;aishah my sweet cousin :D
watever it is;u're out of my life
u found ur happiness; after all this time, now its my turn..
once is enough to lose everything,, n im nt gonna waste my time crying for u.. its not worth it.. i've let u go,.. pls dun ever come bck.. n im really happy for u kay..
n i dun seek for anyone's sympathy .. ..juz understand what im going through,, easy to explain uh, but its not easy to go through it.. trust me, it sux.. but i'll manage..
lagi lagi si org tu tk habis habis nk bbl pasal org lain, padahal tk sedar diri sendiri.. some ppl juz cnt take it tat i cn be in love..
watever it is, i'll leave my past; n never repeat the mistakes i did.. thnks to u, u showed me smt that i didnt expected.
boy, each day u juz make me like u even more..
8:28 AM
Welcome!
It's Me
heyhey,, welcome to my blog !
read it, feel it and comment bout it aites..
Aishah! tats ma name !
im swit 16!, my burfdae's on 19FEB93:D
im a Volleyballer{CAPTAIN} #17 n #11
iLOVEmyFRENS,especiallySBSGH n myFAMILY..
well, i dunnoe wat else 2 sae so if u wanna noe more bout me juz interview me kae !
Her LIkes!
`HIM! :DDD
`Girlfriends! =)
`Volleyball(: #11 n #17
`#11 n #17
Yesterday you asked me something,
i thought you knew it..
So i told you with a smile
Its all about you., :D
Then you whispered in my ear
And you told me too,,
Said you make my life worthwhile
Its all about you
And i would answer all your wishes
if you ask me to..
But if you deny me one of your kisses
Don't know what I'd do
So hold me close
And say three words like you used to do
Dancing on the kitchen tiles
Its all about you, yeah! Love ya :P
