Saturday, August 30, 2008
heyhey! i miss kinny n sarah mon alot! hahss,, they went to australia yesterdae,, luckily i managed 2 send them ! ahhh,, hope they r alrite n safe at there.. :D:D
sarah n kin, dun cry kae,, u'll be back soon rite?
hahass.. oh my,, puasa coming oreadi,, hmmm,, i think i wanna BERTAUBAT coz i've done so many mistakes in my life,, ish .. how i wish i could erase tat away,, well i guess im not a reali good person after all..
aniwaes,, to all teachers in s'pore,,
HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!
be yourself dae was the most fun dae i eva had ! :D
me, lira, kin, sarah, n atikah took lots n lots of pictures !! ahh,, we took it wif lots of teacher's n ppl too,, that is the dae i'll remember my whole life ! :)
hey atikah, PORDA!! hahass..
after tat,, me, dayang, narimah , faizah n natassha went to all our primary sch,, we had lots of fun meeting our pri sch frens.. aniwaes,, i had fun especially wif my beloved gyler , FAIZAH! :D:
okae,, i guess i gtg now soo,, i'll update soon kae ppl..
iMISSthemALOT!
IMjuzOVERPROTECTED..
loveYA !
2:36 AM
Saturday, August 16, 2008
for once i juz wanna make the rite decisions bt y cnt i semm to juz make a rite 1?
why ppl dun understand?????
u used to call me a 'KEJAM' n 'JAHAT' gurl,,those words hunt me like crazy ,, . but i try to juz pretend everytime im wif my frens,,
aniwaes,, juz leave me alone pls ! i did nothing much yesterdae,, i did not even finish my hw, so i guess i'll be doing my hw ltr, ish! im so freakin stress,, so many promblem in so little time, i need a break !
bahbah! i guess im alrite, heyehey,, guess wat,, im already starting to update my blog,,
hope i'll update soon .. hmmm,, i gtg,, be bck soon,, dada ! :D:D:D
myHEARTburnsINTOemptiness
6:25 PM
Friday, August 15, 2008
hey everyone ! (:
yesterday's training was quite a irritating one for me.. everything was okay until the match time, i was trying my best not to bring down the team's moral bt i juz cnt control my anger.. actually i was reali tired yesterdae coz i did not haf enough rest the dae b4 yesterdae,, so when im tired i get angry real fast sooo,, sori to all VOLLEYBALLERS bout yeasterdae.. . aniwaes,, its was quite a sad thing tat KINNY did not come yesterdae.. i reali hope u're beta now,, beta rest noe ! (: hahs,,, aniwaes,, as usual,, today i have a hard time waking up coz of yesterdae's training,,my muscle n backbone os reali pain,, ish !,,, i dun think i'll be goin out 2dae so i'll juz start studying ltr..
ohh my,, i miss aqilah so much ! it had been so long since we meet up.. i reali hope 2 c u soon,, plus i oso wanna apologise to SOMEONE bout yesterdae,, hope u're not mad at me oreadi,, yup2 let bygonesBEbygone,,
like kin said too,, im still sori bout wat i did to you,, i reali feel guilty of wat i've done,, i noe u forgive me oreadi bt i juz cnt seem to forgive myself.. i reali didnt mean to hurt u in any way.. n plus i realised tat SHE(not kin) haf changed alot,, she is now a much more different person than last time,, i juz miss the ols HER but like my mum use 2 sae, ppl change,, n now i noe wat does she mean by ppls change,,,
there's neva one nite tat i cn slp in peace ,,my hati slalu tk tenteram,, n there's neva even one nite tat i will not shed a tear.. tis is all bcoz of those stupid jerks who juz take my love for granted.. nobody will understand tis pain, oni i do,, y does tis haf to happen to me?.. sometimes i juz wanna be all alone by myself n neva wanna fall in love again,, coz love juz hurts me alot.. well,, i guess i've got to be going now,,
cnt wait for tomorrow coz i'll be meeting kin n others ,, ! yeah !.. c y'all tomorrow,, take care,, tatas !
WHYcntUjuzGIVEupONme?
whyDOuLOVEmeSOmuch?
ISurLOVEtrueORjuzAlie?
10:41 PM
