Monday, February 18, 2008
(i've never regretted lovin you)
heyhey!! finally im updating again..
yeah!! anyway,, i dun reali have the mood to blog rite now,,
bt well,, nothing to do..
sooo,, let me start from fridae..
OMG!!! it was like a fun dae.. after sch me n kin went 2 fetch sars coz she didnt come to sch 2dae as she was sick..
poor u.. hehe,, anyway,, she said she was ok oreadi so i n kin fetched her frm sembawang mrt,, she was damn lambat seh..
hehe,,, not so ar.. . anyway,, on tat dae kin wanted 2 celebrate my burfdae in advance coz on my burfdae itself(which is 2morrow!! wee,, yeah!! ((: ) hae common test,, so have no time.. . anyway i had fun on tat dae coz kin belanja-ed me movie n makan..
thnk u kin!! n sars!! i love korang!!
the movie was ps i love you,,
it was such a nice movie!! the couple looks veri sweet 2gether...
on saturdae,,, it was the most damn sad n worst dae ever..
it was the dae when i broke up wif hym..
it all started when i was missing hym,, so i msg-ed hym in the morning,,
then he didnt reply.. so it was ok,, then i msg-ed hym again ard 1++.
i told hym wat he was doing n all,, n it has been quite a long time since he said tat he loves me..
then i asked a quite s.t.u.p.i.d. question..
i asked hym if he still love me or not..
@ first he didnt reply me,,
then i msg hym,, n i sae,, isit yes or no??
then he said no..
i thought he was juz jk..
bt when i ask hym if he was serious,, he said he was.
tat was when tears suddenly started rolling out frm my eyes,, down my cheecks..
then i ask 4 break, he said ok,,
then i replied,, i guess u deserve a much beta gurl than me,, bye.
then i straight away cry so hard..
seriously,, i've neva cried so badly after soo long..
hais, tat was the worst dae of my life..
i thought i cn be hapi when im wif hym,,
i gave wat he wanted,,n tis is wat i get..
n i cried the whole dae.. hais.. stupid guy!! i hate hym!!..
i guess 4 now,, i'll juz stay single 4 a while..
i think i like had enough of tis bullshit!!
its like a needle piercing through my heart,,
tats the pain im feeling..
it will take time to heal,, i will take time to move on..
i loved hym so badly n hais..
wateva,,
i juz feel like crying now.. :'(
wat i believe,, is tat,, my love story wif has ended.. bt in life,, every end has a new beginning..
so i'll slowly move on,, n i guess,, im better without hym,, !!
anyway,, thnk u kin n shak,,
they came 2 my home yesterdae nite to cheer me up..
thnk u korang,, i love korang so the veri much!!
me syg my kawan sejati n shak ku!!! ((:
anyway,, life is like tis,, live it,, love it,, get over it.. :PP
2dae common test!! ahhh!! so the tiring,, haiyo yo..
i cnt reali concentrate coz i kip thinkin bout hym,,
hais,, luckily i didnt cry juz now during the common test,,
i was sooooo,,, hais..
anyway 2morrow's my burdae!! im so hapi..
bt yet im trying my best to hide my feelings,,.. fake smiles again..
i dun wanna ruin my dae 2morrow..!!
i'll try to be strong.. .
(y did u do tis to me? u were like my everything.. i juz cnt move on yet.. i hate u bt i love u too.. hope you'll be hapi wif another gurl, i wish u gd luck.)?why does my heart suffer?
no matter how hard we grab on something,,
we'll still lose it... .
~~tis is the sadness of my heart~~
4:07 AM
