Sunday, December 16, 2007
todae's 16 dec!!my parent's 18th anniversary..,, hehe,,hapi annivesary!! anyway 2morrow's my father's birthdae.. .!! my life is great now,,.. everydae is like a new dae.. . but sometimes the past juz kip coming back..
SCHOOLim so excited,, next year im sec 3 oreadi,,.. soo fast.. . time reali fly,, damn fast. Next year im going to 3 Commitment :D.. yeah!! 3 commitment rox!! :P anyway the subject i got was A MATHS, geography, combined sci(physics n chemistry) n ART!! im veri hapi wif the subjects i get,,.. . anyway volleyball training have been reali tough coz we r training 4 next year's north zone competiton!! n tis wed or fri we r having a friendly match,, urgh,, im so scared :(.. anyway,, tis time we all must train reali hard coz i reali wanna a medal.. . even if we didnt get,, i will still be hapi tat we have played our best for the school.. we didnt reali train on fridae coz coach was reali angry as not all of us came on time for the training so tomorrow we must reach early!! tonite i'll call the volley members to remind them.. . ((:
anyway,, i still need 2 finish up my hw,, haiyo yo.. stress la.. . =! so many things to do,, so little time.. . anyway,, im deciding to start doing my revision,, for next year.. . must do notes!! must study!!..
bt im still deciding if i wanna go to JC or POLY.. juz so confuse rite rite,, coz there is so many things in my head.. .
FRIENDSSBSGH is the best!! i reali love it,, kk let me intro to u SBSGH,,,... first, it started when me,, sakinah,, shakila,, n faizah went to vivo city together coz we wanted to jln2 to enjoy ourselves.. . it was on 16 October 2007.. . tat was the dae i cn NEVER 4get bcoz tat was the greatest dae on my entire life.. . then we decided to create a group named RHGS,, rep,, hollywood,, gyler,, ska.. . bcoz we wanted to create a friendship,, a close one,, n to be friends forever.. . things sometimes get tough but we worked it out together,, then one dae,, sarah came into the picture.. . we made her one of our members then RHGS became SBSGH!! we started a whole new friendship n all.. . tat was another great dae!! ((: SBSGH,, slebeng,,bengap,,ska,,gyler,,hollywood.. . i will never regret having such great frens like kin, sarah, shak, faizah coz there r alwaes there when i reali need someone.. . n i will also never regret having frens like my volleyball frens,, nurul,,sec sch frens,, pri sch frens,, n im neva 4getting AQILAH!! my best fren!!
I LOVE ALL MY FRENS!!! SO MUCH!! hehe.. . :P
ME AND MY SYGfirst i thought he will make me happy n 4get bout my past,, bt then,, i cnt believe tat he could make me cry.. . yesterdae nite, he was damn harsh on me.. . its juz bcoz of some misunderstanding,, hais,, he is making things even more worst.. . i need a break!! i reali need a time-out!! haiyo yo :( sometimes it juz makes me wonder if i had made a right choice.. . thinking tat he was the one for me.. . i dunnoe la.. ,, bt i had neva cried so hard in a long time b4.. . the most terrible thing happened is when he
LIED 2 me.. i dunnoe if i can still trust hym or not,, .. . i feeling so
STRESS!!! but all he can sae is->>, sori.. so pathetic.. bt i have to admit it,, maybea i dun deserve his love.. .
n maybea im not good enough for hym.. well,, i juz have to stop stressing myself so much n juz enjoy everydae of my life.. . coz we will neva noe wat will happen 2morrow rite.. .
guess wat,, no matter wat he did to me,, no matter wat,, deep deep in my heart, i still love hym.. . so there it is,, my story bout my life.. . n i've learnt something that is to never regret,, .. ..... forgive n forget.... :))
my world is
dark without you..
i miss you.. .
7:25 PM
Saturday, December 15, 2007
hey hey!! it have been sooooooooooo damn long i didnt updated my blog...
im soooooooo sori 2 my readers. ..
anyway alot of stuff have changed oredi.. .
me n anand are no more oreadi,, bt now i have someone else,, avjit!! i love hym so damn much,, .. . we r together 4 at least 1 mth 7 daes.. .
abt hym,,,, erm,, he's cute,, he makes me hapi bt he makes me cry 2.. .,,,
he's loving,, caring,, n many more la.. .
hais,, im reali trying to move on,, bt i think now i have 100%moved on oreadi,, yeah!! im so glad.. .
another thing i have SBSGH by my side when i need them,,i love them,,...!!! frens 4eva!! n i still love volleyball!!!!
anyway i'll update soon too kk,,..:P :D
i love my syg!!!
4:16 AM
