i used cry every single day frm the day he told me one bad news... frm that day onwards i slowly lost my trust on hym.. 4 that moment i thought i m gonna lost everything n my love for hym was wasted.. then i sacrificed,, i hold on 2 hym trying 2 give hym a second chance.. n he once told me that he will change for good.,, but juz dun dissapoint me.. it was hard to believe wat i had gone true bt i dun wan tis thing that i had gone true happen to anyone coz,, i dun think they cn bear it.. sumone who reali had been there 4 me was KINZIE!! she was the bestest fren that anyone who eva wanted.. she like noe what i feel in the inner part.. everything she predicted bout me was true!! thats wat i couldnt believe.. its like she cn hear wat my heart says n reads my mind.. N now i see she reali understands me.. i dunnoe y bt i kept holding on 2 hym coz sumtimes i wanna noe hw PIN n HURT is like.. n guess wat?? its unbearable.. is he trying 2 take revenge on me??!! maybea all the love that i've given u is juz a stupid waste of my time..
10:09 PM
Friday, June 15, 2007
promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise to do things right I promise to always be there I promise until the end I promise to be your best friend I promise this forever your the PEANUT to my BUTTER your the STAR to my BURST your the POP to my TART your the MILKY to my WAY your the FRUIT to my LOOP your the LUCKY to my CHARMS your the ICE to my CREAM but m0stly.... your the only one i eva wanted.. .
loving you is all i eva wanted but giving this back to me was such a big burden that i'm... still carrying now..
we can neva be seperated.. i think. ..
hatred grows in love.. but i will neva hate u..
ignoring me wont be a good thing to do coz i'll take u out of my life.. 4eva!!
everybody's heart will alwaes be bro0ken by SOMEONE.. it has alwaes been lyke tat..
Every drop of tears i cry is all for eu.. But u neva saw it coz those tears were all caused by you..
Every tears is a sign of brokeness,, every silence is a sign of lonliness..
I'm reali holding on,, n i neva meant 2 hurt you so badly but.. y would you?? y did you?? enough is enough.. i'm torn into pieces!! Hope u're happy. ='( SATISFIED???
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this words r all frm me,, frm my heart.. tis was caused by HYM.. nobody understands hw it feelss.. being hurt so badly.. it's reali lyke a needle piercing through my heart... n it bleeds,, n bleeds..
8:40 PM
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
i love these songs alot!!!!!!!!!! enjoy hearing it aites..
12:06 PM
harlo there..!! im so sori tat i haven updated my blog for quite a long time.. many things has been going on these daes,, yesterday i juz oni sent my bestie hme,, afta she ran away frm hme.. i was actually damn shocked coz i didn't noe she would do tis kinda things.. hais'.. . hehe.. actually i n HYM haf been together for 3 mths!! yea.. i love hym aaalllloooooottt...!! he's the oni 1.. actually i should haf left hym a long time ago,, bt wat makes me still be wif hym is the love we share,, n my heart tells me nt 2 let go of hym.. we may fight ,, we may quarrel.. bt i will neva wanna leave hym,, coz i will end up regretting.. love is blind.. hahs,, kinn sori noe bout tat dae,, i told u tat i will update bt i neva,, im sososososo sori.. i wanted 2 update bt i didnt haf the time.. so i hope u will accept my apology.. :)) n 2 all the readers.. hope u enjoy reading muii blog.. <:
11:53 AM
11:43 AM
Welcome!
It's Me
heyhey,, welcome to my blog !
read it, feel it and comment bout it aites..
Aishah! tats ma name !
im swit 16!, my burfdae's on 19FEB93:D
im a Volleyballer{CAPTAIN} #17 n #11
iLOVEmyFRENS,especiallySBSGH n myFAMILY..
well, i dunnoe wat else 2 sae so if u wanna noe more bout me juz interview me kae !
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`HIM! :DDD
`Girlfriends! =)
`Volleyball(: #11 n #17
`#11 n #17
Yesterday you asked me something,
i thought you knew it..
So i told you with a smile
Its all about you., :D
Then you whispered in my ear
And you told me too,,
Said you make my life worthwhile
Its all about you
And i would answer all your wishes
if you ask me to..
But if you deny me one of your kisses
Don't know what I'd do
So hold me close
And say three words like you used to do
Dancing on the kitchen tiles
Its all about you, yeah! Love ya :P
