Tuesday, May 22, 2007
At times i miss you,..
At times i hate you. ..
Y would you wanna do
tis to me?..
wat haf i eva done 2 you tat
made you do tis 2 me??
do you noe tat i'm reali
suffering here..
It's like a needle piercing
through my heart and it bleeds...
so badly..
i've cried a million tears for you
bt haf u realise tat doing tis to me
was juz a cruel thing 2 do.. .
Urghh,,,, i swear i haf no bad
intentions towards u . ..
i used 2 listen 2 a gurl tat
was alwaes there for me..
Now, once i lost part of
her friendship,, i juz feel
tat i'm on my own now..
It's reali too late for regrettion..
coz wat i m
going through now is
wat i haf chosen
from my past..
i noe i deserve a much
beta person than you
bt i think
i will not regret choosing
you becoz i noe tat u cn change..
Im giving u a hance,,
bt juz dun take it for granted..
i trust you bt
i lost part of my trust
from the dae u did tat
cruel thing 2 me..
...letting me suffer while
u r hafing fun..
To tell u the truth,,
u are my first
one tat i haf ever trust and
i juz wanna share mt lurve
with u........
Actually, i shuld
haf left u a long time ago,,
bt i juz wanna give u a chance..
i reali cnt explain
y im still wif u bcoz
NOBODY will understand me..
Sometimes your words hurts
me and i cn also sae tat
lurve is blind bt it is
about believing n trusting
one another..
After two mths haf past,,
HE came back 2 my life..
WhY????
After 2 mths of
trying 2 4get hym,,
n when i finallt did,, he came back..
I used 2 lurve u so badly
bt now my heart belongs 2 some1 else..
I'm sooo sori..
you're juz too late.. :'(
~~~
hais. i juz feel like crying n0w..
LOLs....
i cnt share 'things' wif ANYONE bcoz
all you do is hurt me more..
As a fren, i thought you would understand..
bt all you do is hurt me more..
I noe tat u would sae
bla bla bla..
Now is all me, myself n hym..
i oni cn depend on myself now..
Tats all..
Crying dosent solve a problem
bt i usually cy juz 2 let it
all out..
I dun think anyone would understand
wat i m going through now..
You shouldnt think
too much bout hym coz its oni
a few daes u stead n
i think he cares bout u n he is taking tis seriously..
dun let your feelings bother u tat much..
aites,,
u shuld be patient wif hym too...
give urself a break, gurl!!
................
i reali hate those
promises tat u made
which usually u cannot keep..
anyway 2 all the readers..
sori 4 the late updation of my blog..
so. .. enjoy reading aites!!
my world is
dark without you.. .
i miss you
8:53 AM
Sunday, May 13, 2007
tats -US-
we used 2 be like tis. ..
?? will everything end??
~~fwen 4vea!!
12:20 PM
i cnt believe tis is happening. ..
i think im in wrong. ..
oh,, no no,, i dun think,, bt i reali m in wrong. ..
everything tat i've done has effected our friendship..
it's all my fault!!..
now i cnt do anything wif it
coz its done.
u were rite.. i've changed,, nt you.
everything you said was rite.. .
im so stupid tat i didnt listen 2 u.
im so sori i didnt listen 2 u n made u lost ur voice..
oh,, i 4get.. there's no use saying sori,,
so wateva la.. i cnt do anything n0w. coz
n i think im gonna lose everything..
i mean EVERYTHING. ..
lose as in ,, the time we use 2 b,,
im nt saying tat u haf changed bt,,
i made things changed,,
n like u sae. i've changed 2. ..
there's no use talking bout tis coz u haf stop caring,,
n everything tat i didnt wan 2 happen was done BY ME..
its all over,, or its juz the beginning..
i dunno.
tis was wat happen last few daes ago..
n i reali didnt expect tis 2 happen..
if u juz noe hw it feels 2 be in my shoes,,
hais. wateva lars!!
im juz talkin shit. nobody cares anymore,,
ur life had been perfect. ..
i juz hope tat everything will b normal 1 dae.. .
i noe hw it feels 2 miss some1 tat u haf left 4 a few mths ago . .
tats wat i didnt want 2 happen 2 me,,
i didnt want 2 lose the person tat i've care most,,
i i've loved..
juz like u lose tat person,,
i feel so stupid saying tis bt i've said it.. aites. ..
i think im movin towards the wrong path. ..
its true,,
everything u said was rite.....
on our 2nd mth anni,, he didnt wish me anything!!
i thought he remembered bt i think he 4got..
bt 2 me u will 4va be the fren tat i haf alwaes wanted. ..
i will neva 4get wat u had done 4 me. ..
the true meaning of friendship was found all in u. ..
i juz realised,,, bt i juz took it 4 granted.. .. .. .. .. ..
my world is dark
without you. ..
i miss you.. .
12:04 PM
Friday, May 4, 2007
2dae skool sux man!!
tat idiolt jay lim spoilt my mood sia!!
haiyo00..
i pity kinn seh. ..
y every fridae is her bad luck dae??
sumthing surely will happen 1..
actually juz n0w @ after skool..
kinn told me tat karen tan wanna mit her
outside general office..
then first she go wif danson..
after tat she asked me 2 mit her @ there
coz i, dayang n sabariah was at the canteen..
we went there then she said tat she n danson must mit
a police officer 2 talk bout the atikah hp
tat lost..
she actually reported 2 police tats y the police officer came. ..
we waited like 1 or 2 hours + 4 them 2 finish..
i didnt want 2 go hme yet coz i was worried bout kinn0,,
hais. everything is over now..
i actuali gt lots of things happening
in the last few daes bt i had no time
2 type it out here.. so,,
i gtg now.. coz i dun think i gt anything 2 sae..
my world is dark
without you.. .
i miss you. ..
7:21 PM
tats -US-
?? will everything end??
~~fwen 4vea!!
