Monday, April 30, 2007
7 more daes!!!!! yeah!!
cnt wait cnt wait cnt wait!!!
LOLssss...
my world is dark
without you. ..
i miss you.. .
2:19 AM
hais.. 2dae first dae exam!!
walau stress sia.. haiyo. ..
i scared i fail sia. ..
the paper 2dae 'a little bit' difficult.. .
haiya..
anyway i miss loadsSsSs.. la..
hais. poor sakinah sia..
juz now atikah mum talked 2 her
bout the phone..
first she complaint 2 teacher then
she told her mum,, after tat she report 2 police.
wat is wrong wif her??? kinn hw many
times oreadi sae she neva take.. then.. haiyoooooo...
i think she trying 2 frame kinn ar..
i think so oni la...
wateva la. ..
kesian seh kinn0..
anyway 2morrow ish holidae so..
i gt 2 rest!!,, i mean after my first exam la..
k lor. .. i gt nutting else 2 write.. so..
gudbye~*~*~
my world is dark
without you. ..
i miss you.. .
2:08 AM
Sunday, April 29, 2007
anyway.. 8 more daes..
wohoo!! i juz cnt wait..!!!
~*~*~~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
my world is darkwithout. ..i miss you.. .
6:04 AM
guess wat??.. 2dae i called hym..
wohoo!! LOLs... bt.. actually he
asked me 2 call hym. ..
THE BAD NEWS IS.. his mum noe
bout us.. i was thinkin he wanted
2 break.. bt he said tat he reali didnt
wanna lose me so.. he told his mum tat
he broke up wif me oreadi bt actuali ..
we r still 2gether.. bt.. he saes tat..
if his studies is droppin.. he thinks we
beta break.. bt i told hym 2 concentrate
on his 'o' level n juz dun drop.. hais.
i juz dun wanna loose hym.. .
the gd news is.. tat.. he broke up wif 2
of the gurls who forced hym 2 stead wif hym..
bt.. he still haven break wif one more gurl..
.....
if i break wif hym,,,,
first of all.. i will neva 4give hymm.. like real..
secondly,, i will neva keep contact wif hym ..
lastly i will neva wanna haf another guy.. maybea ar. ..
i gtg n0w aites.. maybea i will update 2morrow aites..
tata...~~~~~
my world is dark
without you.. .
i miss you. ..
5:51 AM
Friday, April 27, 2007
2dae i had fun during P.E. lesson..
i played captain's ball.. coz it had
been quite long i did not play tat..
i kinda miss my old fwens n NETBALL!!
during pri sch, my cca was actually netball..
hais. nvm n0w it is VOLLEYBALL!!
i injured myself during the game,,,
coz i my fren acidentally put her leg
in front then i tripped..
my leg was bleeding but it didnt reali hurt..
poor atikah.. he hp kena stolen 2dae.. haiyo00..
actually she kept it in kinn0's bag bt..
then after recess,, when kinn0 check.. .
it wasn't there!! kinn0 told me tat they check
alot of times oreadi then bt dun haf.. the prob is
kinn0' hp was there bt atikah's 1 was stolen..
y 'they' steal atikah's hp instead of kinno's??
i dun get it.. haiyo0.. kinn u so lucky seh!!
poor atikah.. . if my hp was stolen.. i would
haf kiiled tat person!! like real oni.. hehe :)...
anyway i thought of going 2 kinn0's place juz n0w..
bt it was gonna rain so.. tk jadi larh.. haiyo0 yo...
yesterdae he sick... haiyo.. hope he get well soon..
hais i reali miss u.. anyway my bestie gt new stead
oso neva tell me.. tkpe2.. aku ingat..hehe.. :)
AKU INGAT TAU.. hahahaha..
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my world is dark
without you..
i miss you. ..
12:50 AM
Thursday, April 26, 2007
omg!! 2dae he's sick. hais.. .it was quite sad though
i cnt get 2 talk 2 hym 2dae bt i ask hym 2 rest..
HOPE YOU GET WELL SOON!!
2dae is one of the unluckiest dae i had!!
first of all.. my class kena scolding first dae in the morning
by my form teacher.. The next thing was 2dae i gt geog test..
erm juz like do normal ws frm wb bt cannot refer tb.
tat was not all.. i didnt study 4 my previous test n i failed!!~~ 6/30..
haiyo..
the most 'SWAY' thing tat happen was i dropped my bbt water.
i was so tired n thirsty bt i n muii fwens juz walked.. .away..
the last bt not least thing was when i called hym 2dae.. he was sick.. .
he gt high fever. OMG!! im quite woried 4 hym..
hope he get well so0o0o0n..
WOHHOO!! Finally tat 'girl' apologised 2 kinn0..
i think she felt guilty bt. ..
the thing is tat she said tat kinno was like 'over'.
hais. i dunnoe wats wrong wif her.
if u wanna apologise, culd u do it sincerely??
tis question alwaes come into my mind..
shuld i let u go?? i dunnoe bt i reali lurve u..
i think i'm suffering man bt,.. .
tis is life so i'll bear wif it n
i wont let u go..
coz i reali lurve u..
once i lose u.. . i noe tat i cnt get u back so. ..
i will neva wan let u go juz like tat..
I may not get 2 c u as often as i lyke..
i may not get 2 hold u in my arms thru the nite.. .
bt deep in my heart, i truly n0e tat ur the only 0ne
i lurve n i cnt let u go..
my world is
dark without you..
i miss you.
9:15 PM
woohoo!!
11 more daes!!
i juz cnt wait..!!
hope my lurve for hym
will last. ..
11 more daes n0e. hehe.. LOLs..
my world is dark
without you..
i miss you. ..
7:07 AM
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
harlo0!! i haven update 4 quite long so.. i'll juz write bout the past..
Monday is quite a rough day actually..
I went to sch bt i dunnoe y i gt tis bad feeling tat smt bad is gonna happen on tat dae..
As usual at nite i called hym n all.. bt after a few minutes talkin..
he said tat he need 2 tell me smt..
he didnt want 2 tell me bt i forced hym 2 tell so he told me..
He said tat there is 3 gurls interested in hym n they asked hym 4 stead..
not 1 but 3..
My tears suddenly rolled down my eyes..
I was feeling hurt but he told me tat he swears tat he oni lurve me and he reali did not wanna hurt my feelings but he was forced to stead wif them.. hais.
He said tat he was sorry bt i oreadi 4give hym..
he on the phone coz he said tat he didn't wanna lose me.. bt.. .
do u think im tat stupid 2 let u juz go like tat??
2dae was quite a great dae coz kinn0 sounded tat GIRL..
woohhooo!! kinn0 rox man..
she reali said it out loud..
coz tat GIRL called her pompan setan..
I feel tat GIRL deserves it coz WAT THE HELL MAN>
hw culd she call kinn0 pompan setan.. then she wat?! pompan sundal?!
it was a great thing man.. kinn0 was damn great man..
lira n atikah was helping kinn0 bt.. i n sabariah juz sat there 2 watch it..
so.. dun mess wif kinn0 coz she will get u back man..
it was a success coz tat ***** is finally gonna apologise..
-Y-E-A-H-..
Anyway 12 more daes 2 my second mth anniversary!!
hope my love for hym will last..
i'll alwaes love u, syg.
9:42 PM
Saturday, April 21, 2007
2dae ish juz lyke the other normal daes..
ITS SATURDAE!! wohoo!!~~
actually its my first time writing a blog so
i reali dun noe wat 2 write..
i'll talk bout my life..
erm.. my life had been GREAT n all..
i reali love hym alot..
my fren, KinnO calls hym an asshole.. hehe..
tats us-->>>>>>>
kinno n muii.. she's veri pwetty rite??
hehehe ..she gt the looks..
anyway i talked 2 hym 2dae.. i MISS HYM LOADS!!
i juz wish i could spent another dae wif hym..
k la mayb ltr i update my blog..
signing off ~*~*~*
4:45 PM
so 2dae i created a new blog!! -Y-E-A-H-
i lurve it!! Wohoo00.. bt i dunnoe wat my frens think bout it..
i talked 2 hym 2dae 4 quite long time bt he made me cry 2dae.. :'(
It wasn't a gd thing.. DUH.. bt I reali cried 2dae coz he hurt me by saeing sumthing..
but i still LOVE HYM.. n i forever will.. LOLS.. :)
i talked 2 my bestie 2dae!! i reali miss
her alot sehh.. so long we neve mit.. hais.
bt im n0t a lesbo k..
i juz wish we could go out one dae 2gether n go shoppin..
bt dun worry.. tat dae will surely come. ..
kinno ish the best.. hope u still will gimme the advise i need..hehe:)
If only i culd spent the nite, looking at the stars,
alone, on the 'tallest' mountain & think back all
the problems i had, and juz let it all go,
with juz a blink of an eye..
gd nite.. aites...
signing off~*~* AiaHAh
8:19 AM
